Tuesday, February 21, 2006

What's to become of me?

Who am I becoming?

Do I love myself enough?

Do I believe in myself enough?

What do we need to succeed?

Will I be successful?

Will I find something that I love?

Will I be passionate?

Will I be strong?

Will I have a family?

Will I have a cause?

After some prompting from Daniel, I finally made it over to the counseling center here on campus, and I made an appointment for next week. I wish I had more say in who I'd be seeing, but hopefully after the first session I'll be able to make suggestions on who I'd like to see. I looked at the website and there's a staff therapist who I think would be perfect for me to see. She specializes in health psychology, resiliency, depression, anxiety, trauma, and multicultural issues. All if which I think fits in perfectly with my needs. I have yet to tell any of my family members except for my sister that I've been having anxiety attacks.. and I just can't bring myself to do it.

Thankfully today is a relatively short day, and I have a good portion of my work done. I still have some studying, and catching up to do. For once I actually feel confident in my ability to do so.

More later I guess.

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