Puzzle Pieces

In an effort to see what fits, I think I may do things in the complete opposite.

If I feel like it, I'll be messy and unhinged for a while.

If I feel like it, I'll be extremely productive and active.

If I feel like it, I'll be unsocial and introverted.

If I feel like it, I'll be demanding and (dare I say) selfish.

In denying myself certain pleasures in life, I may be cutting myself off from learning and growing. If I'm going to go mildly crazy I might as well make the best of it.


Daniel, honey. I don't doubt that some day, probably soon, you'll be privy to all this random madness. But at least for a little while I'd like to explore some of it myself. I know that if you were right next to me, there wouldn't be anything for me to feel shy about. But in our distance I lose my sense of you, and of us. Emails, phone calls and IMs just aren't the same after having spent all that time with you in person. They just can't compare. Don't feel that I'm shutting you out... all in due time. I hope you won't be completely thrown off by everything that's written down here.