In Theory...

In theory, exercise should help me feel more energized... even though I'd like nothing more than to take a nap.

I put to use my trying something different today. I took a 20 minute walk around campus because I felt like it.. even though the back of my mind was nagging at me to go a more direct route so I could get my food. I was going to avoid going through the quad so I wouldn't have to avoid any glances or pretend like I didn't know anyone. I told myself that that's stupid and a ridiculous way to act.. so I went through the quad only to find that it was empty. I barely walk through the quad now, so I feel like it's a treat I shouldn't pass up because I'm afraid of feeling invisible. If I want to be seen and acknowlegded I should acknowledge others and not assume that people should flock to me.

In theory my S.O. should scoff at my interest in astrology and metaphysics.. but instead he's been amazing enough to do his own research and inquire about it from someone who practices on my behalf. If that's not truly amazing I don't know what is.