I feel my heart opening up so much these days. Just cracking right open, but in a wonderful way. Its cracking... or hatching open and this flowing loving energy is rushing out and touching me in ways I didn't know I could feel. After speaking with Jackie this morning, we asked one another what we got from our friendship...and we both receive so much from one another, it really is beautiful. I'm happy for both of us, on our paths, for our growth. There were moments in my past in which I would've envied someone else' growth and success, now it brings me nothing but joy to see someone happy. I just say to myself that I have the ability to feel that joy as well... and I can take part in the joy of another because joy and love is something to be shared.
I think I am amazed with the person who is inside of me. She shocks me sometimes, with the things I say... I wonder where she gets her authority from. The universe I guess. This is my gift in this lifetime. To heal. Through medicine, words, love, laughter, whatever medium, it is my gift to heal. I embrace it and only look for ways to cultivate it and make it grow and shine into something powerful and astounding. Something I can feel from the depths of my being.
I must stop trying to cut myself back from from these things with excuses like: I'm too young to feel this way or I must look like a hippie or someone crazy. It really doesn't matter what others see right now, I have to be brave enough to do the growing.
Painting: Forsideny from http://www.rainbowheartstudio.com/
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