Recovery

It's been an exhausting few days. You would think that since death is a part of life that we humans would have it down to a science. But as we grow so attached to the physical realm and forget our true roots... spirit-energy... it becomes harder and harder to let go. My loved one has passed on. It was violent and sudden, way too soon, completely unexpected... but he has passed on. He is still alive. His energy is everywhere that love is. He can never be destroyed or forgotten. He is not mist, that will disperse with heat or wind, but true light, pure energy that is there all the time. Seeing his shell was hard, it was a hard reminder of what we truly love in this lifetime. Not the body but the divine spark that resides within it. That sharpness that is behind the eyes of each living being, that says, a soul resides behind this body.

I am emotionally exhausted, I crave sleep, I am encouraged knowing that from this spirit's life I have taken with me the lesson of self honesty. To be honestly myself, to live according to my rules, beliefs and passion. To be steady and solid within myself, to know that I am perfect and beautiful in just being who I am. I know that to live with such honesty is a privilege and a gift that many strive for. Now I will follow in the example of this loved one and do the same.

And now we begin the healing process as we start this next chapter in our lives.


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